Not that you're reading this, but do you every worry that you'll never be happy? Do you every worry that you can make changes to make your life better, but it doesn't really matter because you're not going to make anything better? I do. I worry that I'm leaving one bad job for another. That maybe I just don't have the social skills to ever enjoy working with other people. I don't want to be the girl that "doesn't play well with others", but I worry that that's who I am.